Torrent of Rain

I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm TRYING to keep this weblog alive.
Please forgive me, I've been very busy lately. :|
I have too many things to worry about at once...

I'm ready. I'm ready to move on. I need an escape to this stale and hopeless life. When will it all be over? Why can't it just...stop? I can't stand it..the rush of and hush of rumors surrounding me. Those annoying competitions.
I want the world to PAUSE, just for a few seconds. I want those few seconds to myself, and in those seconds..I might find my chance. The chance that can lead to a handful of roses.

Sigh. Or maybe I should just...not listen to my insane head and instead just...follow my heart? I don't know. What does my heart want?
My heart wants what my head wants. And it's not easy.
Maybe I should just calm down, lay back, and relax. Breathe, and try to think about what kind of decision I'm trying to make. Sigh.

Someday, my chance will land right in front of me, and I will decide whether I should take it or leave it.
But for now, I'm just trying to get past tomorrow.

Eh. I need to bring this english grade up!!!!!!!

Bio- A
Adv Algebra 2- A-
English EXP- B
Art 1- A+
Spanish 2- A+
PE- A+

Wahhh, oh well.
Anyway, today was a happy day. :D
Waterpolo is seriously taking over my world...and I love it.