Torrent of Rain

It wasn't a very amusing day today. So I woke up for swim practice at 6:45 AM. I carried a blank expression on my face for almost the entire morning. But I still enjoyed the moment when swim practice ended, feeling so refreshed as if I'd gotten a good workout for the day. My mom dropped both my sister and I home. I did nothing but go online for a few hours...then I decided to write in the TIC notebook. [ For those of you who don't know about it, it's a little journal/ diary thing where anyone who's related to TIC can write about anything they want. We all take turns by mailing it to each other. Possibly, mailing it to each other. xP] Boredom over took me, so I started decorating both the front and back covers. It's beautiful now. Such a memorable little book. =] Thanks to Sarah and Janvi. <3

So at around 4 pm, I went to the pool near my house to visit my swim friends. They teach little kiddies how to swim. I mainly went there to tell one of the coaches that I wanted to teach and work also, but while I was walking to the pool, I realized that I actually didn't have time to work. So I just went there to watch them for an hour. It was crazy. Little kids. What do you expect? =]

Piano helped me scrape out all the sad feelings that were inside me. What sad feelings, might you ask?

Well it all started with my mom yesterday. She was really quiet, so I asked her if she was okay. She said a simple "Yes, I'm okay. Just don't talk to me. I don't want to talk to you." My response: What the hell? But of course I hadn't said it out loud. I didn't do ANYTHING to make her mad. So since then, she hasn't said a WORD to me. I'm just a rejected girl who's preparing to run away. RUN AWAY! Fun. Last night, my parents left while I was practicing piano to go pick up my sister from gymnastics. After an hour, I noticed that they still hadn't come home. So I called them, and they said they were eating dinner at Sushi House.

My response: What the hell?
They didn't tell me ANYTHING. They left without saying a WORD. What kind of family IS this? I would run away. I'll be free. I'll run away to Kyle's house. Or Max's. Anywhere but here. Just, please. Let me go.
They don't need me anyway. After what they've done to me.
They left me home in the lonliness all alone today, again. Without a word.
At least they're home now. But they choose to ignore me. Ignore the most useless person on earth. I guess they're making the right choice.
So they're ignoring me. Sometimes when I pass by, they don't look up. Other times, they look up at me, staring and glaring at me with hatred written all over their eyes.

As if I were a stranger to them.