Torrent of Rain

It wasn't a very amusing day today. So I woke up for swim practice at 6:45 AM. I carried a blank expression on my face for almost the entire morning. But I still enjoyed the moment when swim practice ended, feeling so refreshed as if I'd gotten a good workout for the day. My mom dropped both my sister and I home. I did nothing but go online for a few hours...then I decided to write in the TIC notebook. [ For those of you who don't know about it, it's a little journal/ diary thing where anyone who's related to TIC can write about anything they want. We all take turns by mailing it to each other. Possibly, mailing it to each other. xP] Boredom over took me, so I started decorating both the front and back covers. It's beautiful now. Such a memorable little book. =] Thanks to Sarah and Janvi. <3

So at around 4 pm, I went to the pool near my house to visit my swim friends. They teach little kiddies how to swim. I mainly went there to tell one of the coaches that I wanted to teach and work also, but while I was walking to the pool, I realized that I actually didn't have time to work. So I just went there to watch them for an hour. It was crazy. Little kids. What do you expect? =]

Piano helped me scrape out all the sad feelings that were inside me. What sad feelings, might you ask?

Well it all started with my mom yesterday. She was really quiet, so I asked her if she was okay. She said a simple "Yes, I'm okay. Just don't talk to me. I don't want to talk to you." My response: What the hell? But of course I hadn't said it out loud. I didn't do ANYTHING to make her mad. So since then, she hasn't said a WORD to me. I'm just a rejected girl who's preparing to run away. RUN AWAY! Fun. Last night, my parents left while I was practicing piano to go pick up my sister from gymnastics. After an hour, I noticed that they still hadn't come home. So I called them, and they said they were eating dinner at Sushi House.

My response: What the hell?
They didn't tell me ANYTHING. They left without saying a WORD. What kind of family IS this? I would run away. I'll be free. I'll run away to Kyle's house. Or Max's. Anywhere but here. Just, please. Let me go.
They don't need me anyway. After what they've done to me.
They left me home in the lonliness all alone today, again. Without a word.
At least they're home now. But they choose to ignore me. Ignore the most useless person on earth. I guess they're making the right choice.
So they're ignoring me. Sometimes when I pass by, they don't look up. Other times, they look up at me, staring and glaring at me with hatred written all over their eyes.

As if I were a stranger to them.

Everything went smooth today. I'm pretty surprised.
So right before I went to bed yesterday, my mom called me downstairs and talked to me for about...1-2 hours. It was torture. And I was so sleepy..:[ But at least we kindaaaa worked it out. I feel much better, because my family isn't rejecting me as much anymore. =]

So basically I went with two of my friends to San Jose. We went to a museum, and it was....interesting. After a while, we watched Superman Returns at the IMAX Theatre. xP Pretty awesome. Haha. Winnie's expression= :O

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MEAN GIRLS. In the Pokemon chat.
The Poke-meandramaqueengirls chat. =] =]
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[22:06:52] aqhong: You, you're a MEAN GIRL.
[22:06:54] Visha: You are a Mean Girl Drama Queen.
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<333 The Mean Girls club.
I can't imagine Alex Hong being obsessed with Mean Girls.
"That is like, so TOTALLY fetch!!"
xD

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[21:45:24] lloyd: "Gretchen, stop trying to make fetch happen! It's not going to happen!"
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The thing you imagine that would never happen, happens.
Sigh. So priceless. =]

Hurrah. I love diving boards.
Like, you know, those high ones? The ones I love flipping off of? xD

Grawrg. Uncle, aunt, cousins, and grammas coming tomorrow. Staying for two weeks. Bah. x| That means I won't be able to go online for the next two weeks or so. Or maybe just one. Sigh.

AND I STILL HAVEN'T STARTED ON MY SCHOOL PROJECT.
I'm SO dead. AHHH!! x[

I need to start living on 0% sleep, 50% caffeine, and 50% sugar.
Just like Cindy. xD
Unless I already am. TEEHEE.
::grins::

These crazy people have gotten me re-obsessed with Pokemon. =] =]
::grins::
I LOVE CHARMANDER!!!

[17:54:26] PegasusHoplite28: Koki, if you're in love with Charmander, go watch Primape Goes Bananas on Youtube.

I did, and I LOVED it. Loved it. Absolutely LOVED it...
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So this morning I was running around the house packing random stuff for the camping trip.
My cousins came over and they're gonna be staying for two weeks...
And it's CRAZY here. Poor parents. xD

I'll be back on Friday! =]
<333

Ack. It's halfway through August...and I just happen to KEEP. ON. PROCRASTINATING.
Not a good thing. :(
I hate it when my mind tells me to do two different things at once. Such as "go there", "do this", "no, do THAT", and it feels like my mind is ripping my head to two separate pieces. So I feel trapped as if I couldn't go ANYWHERE. I'm not getting anywhere.. just stuck in the middle of nowhere. Ahh, it kills me.
Change of subject.
Projects during the summer are NOT fun. Especially when you have an extra 5 people at your house. Family visits. Ahh. We went together to Yosemite during the last few days. It was pretty fun, but I missed my virtual friends. ::cough::acquaintances::cough:: lolol. =]

I feel like drinking boba. It reminds me of TIC. :D
And...I need a layout. :/

Later...6:09pm
Yay! I changed the colors of this place. I didn't feel like changing the whole thing. Just the colors. Yesyes, the colors are fine. No more eye-blinding-ness, Lloyd! xD

I'm going to make a whole weblog devoted to Kyle.

Dude Etttte: you should have a whole weblog devoted to kyle
pfswimgurl: I SHOULD
pfswimgurl: HAHAHHAHA
pfswimgurl: It's like: "Kassssss? Can you help me make another..erm...weblog..?"
Dude Etttte: hahahaha
pfswimgurl: she's gonna be like "WHY? YOU HAVE ONE ALREADY"
pfswimgurl: and i'll be like
pfswimgurl: "but it's not devoted to kyle.."
Dude Etttte: hahahahaha
Dude Etttte: try it
Dude Etttte: see what she says

Just waiting for Kass to come back from away. x]

I AM NOT OBSESSED!!

::cackle::

KNOWS WHERE YOU LIVE!!
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I love this icon. ;P It's so...stalkish.
Anyway.

lloyd: So what's this about you and Kyle? ;p
kokiinlow: Nothing.
lloyd: Did you happen to see a photo of him I posted on my weblog?
kokiinlow: YES
kokiinlow: LOL.
lloyd: That was cute, wasn't it? ::chuckle::
lloyd: You know there's a large version of it, right? Suitable for a desktop picture. ;-)
kokiinlow: hahaha
kokiinlow: No, it's okay.
kokiinlow: You know..
kokiinlow: ehhrm..parents?
kokiinlow: xD
lloyd: hehe
kokiinlow: haha.
lloyd: You can say he's a pop star from Hong Kong... not your TA. ;-)
kokiinlow: Hehehe.
kokiinlow: But still, they wouldn't expect me to put up a huge picture of some guy's face as a desktop wallpaper.
kass: No, Koki, you may not have a weblog devoted to Kyle. >_>
kokiinlow: NOOO
kokiinlow: :(
kokiinlow: Why not?!?!?!
kass: ... Ask Lloyd for permission. Maybe he'll make you one. :x
kokiinlow: :[ :[
kokiinlow: LLOYD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kokiinlow: WOULD YOU? WOULD YOU?
kokiinlow beeped lloyd.
kokiinlow: lllllooooyyyydddiiieee!
lloyd: Uhm...
kokiinlow: ::smile::
lloyd: ...a stalker sort of weblog? Hmm.
kokiinlow: LOL
lloyd: ::chuckle::
kokiinlow: Whateverrr.
lloyd: Nah, I don't know if Kyle would approve.
kokiinlow: :(
lloyd: One can only get so much of hero worship, ne?
kokiinlow: hahaha
kass: That's true. You'd definitely need approval from Kyle before making something like that, too. >_>;
lloyd: Really. It's up to Kyle, Koki. If he's fine with it... then I suppose.

Heh. Kyle?

Are so awesome. I want a MacBook Pro. [::cough::Alex::cough:: happy now? xD]

Forward Biased: *cha-ching* $2500

Hehe. Someday.
I might actually write something interesting later.
Or maybe not. I'm usually never interesting myself. xD

Having so many family members over at your house might seem pretty diverting, but at the moment, I am getting so sick of this. The whining and fighting and crying..ugh. I just can't take it. I mean, I understand that the arguments between your siblings are natural and that it happens to everyone, but my cousins have gone TOO FAR. TOO FAR!!

My 8-year-old cousin, Ashley, might've seemed very sweet and shy and friendly when we first met a week ago. But now I know how she's like. Boisterous. And this word applies to Taylor, the other 6-year-old cousin, too. What a perfect word for a description.
Along with THOSE irritations...my mother. Oh, my, goodness, my mother.

Choosing not to go into detail. :|

I realized today that the iPod earphones don't fit comfortably in little kids' ears.

Hurrah, finally a day where I can feel individual and free. :)

So my day started out with another torturing swim practice. Waking up early is not fun, especially when you're still half asleep and you're forced to participate in a harrowing 2-hour workout. But the feeling you get after the morning workouts is just splendid. You can spend the day any way you want, since you've already excercised and got the hard part over with. And you feel refreshed, strong, and invigorated. But before the end of the day arrives, you are, once again, looking forward to another agonizing morning.
Right now, obviously, I'm choosing to spend my day on the computer. Not a very wise choice, but I might go and spend some time outside...I'm gonna try to go rent Mean Girls, buy a poster board, and...just lurk around. x]
I have to force myself to READ. THE. HOBBIT. Rawr, Koki. JUST. DO. IT! You'll feel much better when you get SOMETHING done.
So, um..the story. School starts in about two weeks, and...uhh..I haven't started on my school project. I rock at procrastinating. :)

Boba is so interesting. I love it. :D It took me twenty minutes to chew a mouthful of tapioca. x] So far, I hadn't done much today. I'll update later... >.< Mother.

Later...6:48pm.
No one to talk to. Pokechat is...lonely. Just a few chuckles here and there..
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OH MY GOD. Anxiety. STAR scores are coming soon, and the results of the scores are either:
-Really really glad [probably NOT going to happen. i DIED on the freaking test.]
-Okay, everything's normal, not great, but not bad...[-____-]
-Getting kicked out of the house.
No, I'm serious. If I receive my scores and they disappoint my mom, she's gonna kick me out of the house. Which means I'll need someone to elope with. And run away with. :X Hopefully it's the first one. Or the second one. Just not the third. Gahhh. x___X
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:O 12 days until school. :O :O :O That means I only have a few days to work on my project. At least I got something done today...reading. I have 90 pages left... ::clenches teeth:: Rawrrrrr.
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My swim coach [who's also the Alameda High School women's H20 polo coach] gave me a H20 polo packet today. Ahh, High School's going to be a MESS. A complete, total disaster. But who knows? Maybe everything will turn out fine in the end. But that's just a wish. O_____O;; H20 practice/ swim practice every day after school for THREE hours. THREE WHOLE HOURS!!! Gosh. No time for chatting with virtual friends, I guess. :/ I probably won't even get all the HOMEWORK done in the first place. Ack, it feels like everything's crammed together. I can't untangle everything...

Stress.

Nothing special about today. Just swimming, reading, and pokechatting.
And freaking out about high school. :O

I have a swim meet this weekend and I am not happy about my events. x__X
Dead tired. I hope there really is good use out of waking up early every morning just to go to practice. X__X

Carmen came back today. :D Welcome back from Hong Kong!! Missed yah.

I need to figure out a way to get all this out.

I arrived at the Emmahood pool at around 9:40. By 10, we had already checked-in and were in our suits. Panicking about my events, I just calmed myself by walking around the pool deck with my friend, watching the swimmers prepare for the warm-up. We swam 1000 yards- 400 choice, 300 IM kick, drill, swim, 200 IM progressing, and another 100 choice. It was CRAZY. I hate warming up in a pool full of swimmers who don't let you pass them at ALL. Even if you're at their feet and you're ten times faster. No offense, but really. There's a reason why there's something called "CIRCLE SWIM." Ugh. Anyway, after I FINALLY finished, I quickly pushed myself out of the pool and did two practice dives. I don't know why, but I can NEVER do two perfect dives in a row. x___x
Anywayyy, my first event was 200 IM.
Time: 2:48.
Don't know how to explain how I felt, but I nearly brokedown. I have NO idea why I did that. Haha, I did "good" because I dropped 4 seconds, and that's a lot. But I guess comparing myself to other swimmers was bit of a mistake. I refreshed myself by laying on my parka for a while and having a little talk with my coach. It feels like the only ones standing up for me is the other swimmers, my coach, and my friends. I don't believe in myself. Lack of confidence. :/ Everyone was so proud of my swim except for myself. Ugh, what's wrong with me? It takes time to improve.
Next swim was 100 fly.
Time: 1:23.
Oh god, slow time. But it was my first time swimming this event. Head coach Marshall Dortch told me that I did well for the first time, and that it was a good position to improve from. Me, disappointed in myself once again, thought it was a bad time. Geez, Koki. Can't you swim any faster? EVERYONE, and I DO mean EVERYONE, kept telling me that it was a good time and that I should feel proud of myself. Only, I didn't. TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT. Nearly broke down once again.
Last event was 100 free.
Time: 1:06.
This was ONE event that I thought I'd done okay on.
Need....to...drop...4...more....seconds.....GRR. 4 seconds is a lot of time. If you just count it like one...two....three....four! then it doesn't seem long. But think of all the energy you'll need during the tiring, last laps to catch up.
Coach Bret gave me another little talk. He tried really hard to fix the fact of me being miserable and crappy about my swims.
His last words to me were: "I'm proud of you."
It seems like he's so excited to coach me for H20 polo next year. I heard him talking to an older swimmer while I was walking by, and said out loud:
"Yup! She's going to be a star player for H20 polo next year!"as if he were trying to let me hear it.
Me= ::rolls eyes::

He gave me six dollars to split with my friend for boba. :D I ran to him, jumped, gave him a hug, and left to Quickly and Tapioca Express with my friend and sister. What a day.

::plops self on bed::

Swimming is full of endurance, energy, and strategies.
I just need to raise my confidence level.

I wonder if I'll be able to finish this entry in 30 minutes.

Before all the highlights of the day, I was stuck in Chinese School. But good thing it wasn't AS boring today, because Anna came back from China! :D But she's crushed...she's desperate to go back to see her cousins. :/ We talked about our problems until we finally realized that we'd always shared the same type of difficulties in life. Pretty good conversations.

Anyway, when school ended at 12pm, my dad drove me to the Montgomery BART station. I called Cindy and asked if she was going to the 1:30 get-together, and she said she was. So I decided to wait for her. I sat on a little flower bench thingy and was desperate to finish The Hobbit. An hour later, I called her and we took the BART together to 24th/ Mission. After arriving there and finding nobody there but us, we called Lloyd. He said that he was going to be there in a little while, so we just stood and waited. It wasn't long before Cindy noticed the Quickly sign and rushed to get a boba drink. O___O;; Boba is so addicting. xD Hehe.

We met Lloyd, Kass, and Alex 10 minutes later and walked together to this Mexican restaurant. Trevie was going to catch up with us a little later, so we ate our food. I got something little because I didn't feel very hungry. We had interesting little conversations that lead from fat badminton players to technology. =D It was hilarious. Max met up with us and walked together next door to the Quickly store. We stayed there resting, playing games, doing homework, and reading. At 3:30, we walked back to the BART station and arrived at the Montgomery station [once again, for me. xD].

Glancing at tall buildings and feeling very small, we trudged uphill into Chinatown. There was a particular store that Trevie had gone into once, and he wanted us to go there. When Cindy and I entered the store, we were like...suffocating. Suffocating because there were SO many colorful packets and packets of candy. CANDY!! Sugarrr....mmhmm. Trevie, Cindy, and I each got around 10 bucks worth of candy. That's was so fulfilling. :]
Exiting the store, I gave Stevie a call to ask where she was, along with Tansen and Alina. A car bumped into her leg at the exact time when she was answering my phone call. Hahaha, "it was so interesting...", she says. xD xD

We went to an Italian place for dinner. It was so...fancy. Kinda. Haha. There were huge sheets of paper used for covering the table. But for some reason, there were also crayons. So everyone started drawing cars, planes, anime, random characters, pokemon, playing tic-tac-toe [3-D], etc. Kass said we acted like 5-year olds.hahahaha.
Pizza, pasta, coke. Yum yum. =]

The last part of the day was when we went to this fancy gelato store. Trevie got this weird, disgusting, sour-cream-grass-flavored ice cream. Ew. xD You should've seen the look on Lloyd's face when he tried it. HAHAHA. It was so priceless. And he had had a better expectation. That's the Trevie everrryyonneee knows. Hehehee. Everyone tried a sample of it, and....I think Alina was the only one who was satisfied with the taste of it. ::pukes:: LOL.

My day ended with a frightening struggle through the darkness.
Walking home alone, in the dark, at night, from a BART station that's two to three miles away from your house is NOT FUN. Not fun at all.
But other than that, the day was priceless.

Lloyd's weblog for pictures!

"Teenage lives are so irritating. I'm dying. It seems like I don't care about anything anymore. What's wrong with me?! I promised myself years ago that the teenage years weren't going to let me down. I'm still 13. I should be able to make it. So many choices, so many decisions. It feels like I'm trapped on the verge between happiness and sorrow. As I'm writing this, the time is turning to history. *snap* Just like that. Gone...
I have a goal. I just need to find and learn to follow the tracks that lead to it. But I need some things to help me. And those things are called felicitousness and trust."

I'm begging you to be my escape.

NEW schedule: [edit: August 25, 2006]

1. Biology P- Wong
2. Advanced Algebra 2- Lamb
3. Eng 1 EXP- Rudd
4. Visual Art 1- Mcallister
5. Spanish 2- Guerra, S
6. Physical Education- Rodd

1. Biology FIRST PERIOD?! Not very exciting. But it's not the worst. I should be lucky to have a schedule like this one.

2. Advanced Algebra 2. Eh. Advanced? I'm not THAT good at math. And the textbook is so thick! O_O I wonder how I'm going to survive this year.

3. English EXP- :D

4. Visual Art 1. At first, they signed me up for Film Literature. O_O;; I did NOT sign up for that. So I went to the counselor to change it to Art. But now I'm thinking about joining Leadership instead of Art, since Leadership is fourth period...

5. Spanish 2- Ugh. Everyone says this teacher's bad. x__x I have this class with Sara again! Yay! :) Spanish is SO fun with you.

6. PE with Rodd. Bummer. I've heard that Rodd doesn't teach swimming in his class. :| It would be so fun if he did...but oh well, because I'll be swimming for three hours a day anyway. x__x

Hoping for a good year.

Dot dot dot.
Today was the first day of practice, and it was exciting but terribly excruciating. Rebecca and I were just starting out with the first season of water polo, so we lagged behind a bit most of the time. Well, only at the times when we do different drills to practice for water polo. But just plain swimming? We caught up with everyone else pretty well. I was introduced to new and awkward drills. They're SO painful. X___X I'm seriously gonna die this year. Three hours of it EVERY DAY after school for seven weeks. ::plops dead::

After practice ended, Rebecca and I went to Quickly together. We both got drinks [she bought two; one for her sister]. We splitted a bag popcorn chicken. :O Their chicken is SOOO good there. Haha. Delicioso. Mmhhmm.
Then we walked around the corner to this really good Taqueria. Every swimmer needs a burrito after a long and hard workout. Haha. But it's true. Most swimmers lovee burritos. It's interesting. I mean, even IIII don't crave for it as much as they do. x__x

Anywayyyy, since the pool was at Alameda High School, I decided to go and try to fix my locker, since it wouldn't open. I got a woman to help me, and she was holding on to a stack of papers with every locker's combo on it. After all, it was the computer's problem...it printed different numbers for mine. I tried the original combo, and it worked. Yay! :]

I grabbed onto my schedule and walked around the school. I mean, not walked. Scurried. I frantically scampered around the endless hallways. I decided to explore [::cough::] the second and third floors also. When I turned at a corner, I faced more hallways. It was so scary. Haha. Got lost for a few seconds, but then I eventually found stairs that led back down to the first floor. Hehehe. I found all my classes after a while. :] I'm probably going to receive 1397984 tardies on the first day of school. But whatever. I'm excited to fall into terrifying situations.

An example of what kinda conversations I have with Kyle on AIM.

pfswimgurl (4:47:16 PM): you know how dragons have those sharp pointy thingys on their wings?
PegasusHoplite28 (4:48:23 PM): Depends on dragons from which mythology.
pfswimgurl (4:48:28 PM): Oh sheeesh.
pfswimgurl (4:48:33 PM): Just take it. xD
PegasusHoplite28 (4:48:39 PM): Typically Chinese dragons don't have wings, for example.
PegasusHoplite28 (4:48:42 PM): They float.
PegasusHoplite28 (4:48:44 PM): Magically.
pfswimgurl (4:48:46 PM): LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL
pfswimgurl (4:48:49 PM): OMGOD.
pfswimgurl (4:48:57 PM): STOMACHACHE FROM LAUGHINGGGG
PegasusHoplite28 (4:49:09 PM): Dragons of European mythology, however, for the most part, do have wings.
pfswimgurl (4:49:11 PM): HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
pfswimgurl (4:49:12 PM): OMGOD.
PegasusHoplite28 (4:49:15 PM): Unless they're wingless.
pfswimgurl (4:49:17 PM): I ALMOST CRASHED ONTO THE GROUND.
PegasusHoplite28 (4:49:26 PM): In which they probably aren't dragons.
pfswimgurl (4:49:31 PM): LOL
pfswimgurl (4:49:35 PM): Shut uppppp
PegasusHoplite28 (4:49:52 PM): So they'd either be dinosaurs if they're big, or if they're small...
PegasusHoplite28 (4:49:56 PM): Lizards.
PegasusHoplite28 (4:50:33 PM): But dragons only exist in mythology, not in real life, so I guess they can take shape according to an individual's imagination.
PegasusHoplite28 (4:50:37 PM): What dragons are YOU talking about?
PegasusHoplite28 (4:52:22 PM): So if you're talking Chinese dragons, but with wings, you're probably thinking of the Phoenix.
pfswimgurl (4:52:29 PM): okay
pfswimgurl (4:52:29 PM): okay
pfswimgurl (4:52:30 PM): okay
pfswimgurl (4:52:31 PM): okay
PegasusHoplite28 (4:52:31 PM): They have wings..
pfswimgurl (4:52:32 PM): LOL
PegasusHoplite28 (4:52:39 PM): But they aren't on fire..
pfswimgurl (4:52:46 PM): You're killing me.
PegasusHoplite28 (4:52:49 PM): That's the Phoenix from Egyptian mythology.
pfswimgurl (4:53:55 PM): LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl
pfswimgurl (4:54:03 PM): Well, THAT was a mistake.
PegasusHoplite28 (4:54:17 PM): You asked.
pfswimgurl (4:54:21 PM): ASKED?
pfswimgurl (4:54:23 PM): ASKKKKEDDD???
pfswimgurl (4:54:26 PM): HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA
PegasusHoplite28 (4:58:01 PM): Maybe you're just thinking about birds, in which you're mistaken. Birds do not have "sharp pointy thingys on their wings".
PegasusHoplite28 (4:58:13 PM): You fail.
pfswimgurl (5:05:26 PM): Do you study dragons or something?
PegasusHoplite28 (5:07:15 PM): Not extensively.
PegasusHoplite28 (5:07:38 PM): I could probably do research to give a more indepth analysis.
pfswimgurl (5:07:44 PM): Oh, no.
pfswimgurl (5:07:46 PM): Don't.
pfswimgurl (5:07:50 PM): I'm fine.
pfswimgurl (5:07:56 PM): I really am.
pfswimgurl (5:07:57 PM): Hahhahaa.
PegasusHoplite28 (5:08:00 PM): But I gave only basic descriptions.
pfswimgurl (5:08:07 PM): X_X";;

Sigh. Kyle<3.

Was kinda interesting. I'm still at Vivian's apartment right now, using Balexie's MacBook. He's using Max's, listening and repeating the Numa Numa song on YouTube. x__x They're so weird.
So far, we've watched Mean Girls, talked, listened to music, ate, and some played with pokemon cards [and are still playing]. Stevie, Janvi, and I are just sitting here blinking and staring. My butt hurts from sitting on this comfortable couch for so long. ::moves to floor:: Yay. I like laying on the ground. :] Oh my gosh, this is the last time I'm gonna see everyone for...at least a few weeks. LOL. Because we're probably gonna plan some other random get-together. xP I love TIC.
Uhm. ::thinks of something to say:: About half an hour ago, I was clinging onto Trevie's leg. It was fun. His leg is so strong! Hahaha.

OMG, I wanna try roasting bananas...! LOLOL.

"I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you,
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation,
I just wanna cry in front of you
I don't wanna talk about it
Cuz I'm in love with you."
-Avril Lavigne.

Yayy! Hurrah. :D

A really, REALLY REALLY, really really really really really really really bad day.
You know what?
It was SO bad, that I can't even begin to talk about it.
Let's just say that right now, I'm recovering from the seriousness of today's PAIN.
COMPLETE, TOTAL, AGONIZING PAIN.
And you know what else?
I think I'm going to be a ROBOT. Listen and do WHATEVER my parents say for me to do. I'm going to obey their EVERY command. I will say sorry EVERY time I make a single mistake. Perfection cannot be achieved, but I WILL TRY. I will do ANYTHING, so that everyone can be happy.

I'm giving up my own Life..
And this is called sacrifice.

Expecting me to say "IT WAS AWESOME!!!"? Well, yeah. It kinda was, actually.
I need to re-adjust to "school-life", and it might take some time. Seeing people [who are now mostly older and bigger than me] rushing through the hallways just don't really make sense. It used to...but it just kinda faded away after school ended for the summer.
Today was so...interesting. It felt weird scurrying around the buildings trying to find my classrooms, since most of them moved due to the construction work. But it wasn't just.. "weird." I felt SO little again. It was just SO cool. :]
And OH MY GOSH.. I loveeee lunch time. ::runs to Quickly:: :D:D

The only thing that totally killed me today was the three-hour water polo practice. Dude. SO torturing. Oh well... I'm still alive.

Word of the day.

Water polo HURTS. ALL THE PAIN!! And it never feels like I can get enough rest.
At least my PAINFUL stomachache is starting to go away..it was KILLING me like 10 minutes ago.
And HEADACHES. Oh my god, I had one of the worst headaches of my LIFE today. X__X What went wrong?

OH MY GOD. ABS. ABS ABS ABS.
My abs are getting HARDER!! :D:D:D:D Water polo= all abs.

And today during biology, I had this random wish..
It would be SO awesome if the TIC students all went to the same school. Oh my god, that would be soooo cool.
Just a thought.