Obsession
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Mood: Exasperated
Today: Spent the morning in an apple tree. 10 bags of apples in one day, and I didn’t even touch the lower half of the tree. >_> Our tree is so productive it broke three of its own branches.
Safe. Secret. Secure.
At first it felt like I was letting off some sort of steam by venting my life’s troubles on RF. Obviously, the internet wasn’t the best place to do it, no matter how private this blog is. I can’t even remember how many yearbooks I wrote this URL into.
I went back and deleted some of my old posts. Say nothing, and your secrets are safe from everyone.
I’m kind of annoyed with myself. I despise people who continue to deny when they are being consumed by obsession. No I am not talking about Travian, but good guess.
I guess it’s just frustrating to me that I have so little control over my focus.
This had better stop soon.
Kumon ceremony later today. I’m beginning to resent Kumon a little bit, but I guess it has something to do with the two versions of level M that I’m working on simultaneously. The 2004 version is big step from the 2005, and my homework consists of both.
I’m stopping classical piano for a while to study jazz piano. Goodness knows I need it, in order to keep up with Jazz Lab. My mom doesn’t want me to BART to the new teacher’s place though. I don’t think I’ve ever gotten off at Ashby before - is it that bad?
Anyways.