Uhh...that's kinda how I feel. Getting shammed once again. The more I think about it, the more I feel like all of this is to just spite me. And whether she knows it or not, as long as I talk to her at all, I'm rubbing salt in the wound. So I guess I do have a reason to finally just back off and create my own space. However, its not so easy to cut off ties with someone at school.

Ah, school today. Lovely weather, not so lovely circumstances. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, meaning that I didn't flip out and slap someone myself. I guess it's cause today wasn't any different than any other day in which those two are together. I avoid them anyways 'cause it's awkward when I'm around them. Heck, it's even awkward now when I'm just talking to her in general, 'cause now I'm thinking "Oh where's he at?" I just know that while this week is almost through, next week is gonna be hell if this continues.

I've been bringing Nutella sandwiches to school again. Just two slices of bread with nutella slathered between them. Oh so delicious - I fully understand the secret of chocolate now.

In general I'm getting frustrated at people who don't understand that when something looks like a bad idea, you don't do it. I'm hearing nonstop stories about "so-and-so did this even though we all basically told him/her that it was stupid and a bad idea." The straw has broken the camels back and basically I have no patience or sympathy for those who end up doing something like that right now. I'm more likely to yell at someone for doing something that was stupid. And more than ever I want to give her a slap in the face and yell "Get your act together!"