Every time I feel like I'm moving forward, something comes up that takes me back.

I think I'm avoiding the issue at times, and I try to be happy and ignore the fact that some things aren't going the way I'd like them to be going. But I acknowledge the fact that things are getting better.

I think since school isn't consuming enough time, I'm taking up challenges that are even more consuming and more taxing on the mind and heart. What the hell am I doing?