Once again, I'm letting my insecurities and unsureness about the future keep me from acting like myself. Often I'll just space out thinking about how to answer questions or issues that passed days before, which just throws off the flow of conversations. I know that the present is what matters more in these situations, not the past. But still, I have a tendency to brood over topics like this.

And as always, I'm being vague about these things - either avoiding talking about it, or equivocating when I do.