I'm heading home today from Columbia, I'll be back around 7PM Pacific time. Even though I'm going to be so glad to be home, I'm know I'm gonna feel somewhat out of it. Being away from 3 weeks probably means I'm out of like every loop I used to be in.

Not only that, but I guess after almost every summer program, I feel like I'm losing something. Even in this technological age, nothing can overcome that sense of separation I feel between the people I meet. I do so much better when I can see them often, and when I don't, I lose the will to go and pursue them over the internet. I guess, it's just some weird feeling I get when I have to leave something or someone.

The last 3 weeks have been pretty amazing for me, and I still wish that life everyday could just be that great. Coming home will be bittersweet, both the leaving, and the arriving.